Is it really a secret if he knows I sleep with Loki? [Wow, this is way more info than he ever really wanted to share with Verity, actually...] I don't know how I can make him see it, Verity... [He tried, or he thought he did.]
If you've got advice or suggestions, I'm open for it. I am. He doesn't want to tell me what he needs or wants from me... and he doesn't have to, but all the same, I can't just guess, especially when I keep guessing wrong. [Billy doesn't want to hurt anyone intentionally, but he's also not the always the best at reading situations or dealing with people.
And Loki is complicated. Unlike Verity, Billy can't just know when he's lying or putting up a front either.]
After Teddy and I got back together, Loki... refused to have anything to do with us. He wanted to keep away because he's guilty or not good enough or whatever else and I broke through his wards to talk to him. I ended up sick on his couch for hours, but-- didn't that show I cared? If I was that unwilling to lose-- whatever we are.
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If you've got advice or suggestions, I'm open for it. I am. He doesn't want to tell me what he needs or wants from me... and he doesn't have to, but all the same, I can't just guess, especially when I keep guessing wrong. [Billy doesn't want to hurt anyone intentionally, but he's also not the always the best at reading situations or dealing with people.
And Loki is complicated. Unlike Verity, Billy can't just know when he's lying or putting up a front either.]
After Teddy and I got back together, Loki... refused to have anything to do with us. He wanted to keep away because he's guilty or not good enough or whatever else and I broke through his wards to talk to him. I ended up sick on his couch for hours, but-- didn't that show I cared? If I was that unwilling to lose-- whatever we are.